This picture was taken last night. My face is so rough hahahaah! Blame it to the eggs and chicken I ate within the last days.  I am going to be in  a job interview tomorrow.  I reviewed a little in case they give tests. If I get in, good. If not, then it only means that God has another plan for me.

Everybody asks lots of question about the future.  As for me, I really make a lot of them these days. I am getting old, and in contrast  my career as a teacher is very slow. Oh sorry, I am not a teacher anymore. Now, I am just a plain tutor. I have been doing this job for almost a year since I left the academy. Aside from teaching, I am devoting a lot of my time in photography. All my plans right now are related to photography. I teach because I want to save money for camera equipment and start a wedding photography business. I don’t know if photography is really for me. Before, my spirit is so high in pursuing my photography career. Now, I am doubting if I could really do it. Should I continue pursuing it?  Or just stay in teaching? I should ask the Master about it  for discernment and guidance.

Many of my friends are telling me to get a girlfriend. They always tell me that I am so picky. Picky? Not really. I just don’t want to get headache from girls these days. The girl on the picture is my friend. A crazy friend in high school. This shot was taken inside our house.

Some of the pictures I took while having no work. It’s day 7 of me being jobless.  I’ll try to get in to a language center as a head teacher again. I hope the salary they offer is humane.

My student before in SJV II.  Four hour straight in the morning, nothing could be so boring that way.

I felt it again.

When will they ever learn how to treat other people nice?  Maybe I am unfortunate to be in a poor country but I am fortunate of having values in a poor country. Enough said.

Why is it that people have to get hurt in the process? Unrequited love really hurts, but don’t you think it helps us to be strong? There’s this girl who claims that she really likes me. She tried her best to impress me and get close to me, but it didn’t work. Suicide it may seem of what she is doing. The moment you give time and effort to someone you like, hurt and frustrations start to be part of the equation. If the things you give doesn’t return to you, it will surely turn out bitter. Everybody has experienced this once in their life when one’s love is too much for the other person to give back. My question. Could you blame me for not liking her?