Reena

I’m back to photography. Thanks to my old time favorite girlfriend kekeke my camera.

Mga Kalokohan ni JC

Yan si JC puro kalokohan naglagay ng eyeshadow (tama ba?) naalala ko tuloy si
Raymond Marasigan ng Sandwich.

Back to Square One

I called her up last night. It was a disaster. I will never try to call her again. She is one hell of a solid stone (bato! manhid!). She repeated again and again that we are “finish” (with her low voice and distinct Korean accent). Damn I was falling apart again. My wounds started to bleed again. I couldn’t stop my self to ask her why did you leave me and why do you have to do this. I totally don’t understand everything. Yes, I made a mistake of accusing her something but that’s too small to end up a relationship and hate me like that. I am starting all over this “moving on phase.” I have to accept now that I don’t deserve her. I’m very careful with all my relationships. Hurting people is the last thing I want to do. I get hurt easily that’s why I don’t hurt other people. I know how it feels, at least on my part. Her perspective is totally different. I couldn’t comprehend it no matter what I do. I just end up wounded and torn apart. This time I really have to let go. God is telling me clearly that this relationship will not work anymore. Bury the good memories of the past learn from the bad ones and stop hoping for the dreams that we shared. I have to take the first step and God will do the rest.

“I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.” Philippians 4:13

Pag-akyat ng bundok

Pangalawang beses ko pa lang naka-akyat ng bundok una sa Korea pangalawang beses sa Banaue. Pag umakyat ka ng bundok, sa simula parang ayaw mo na lalo na sa kagaya ko na hindi kondisyon at hingalin, bit-bit ko pa ang sang-damukal na gamit para sa camera ko. Sabi ko nun habang lumalakad, “Tao na lang ang kukunan ko ng litrato di na nature napakahirap!” Sobrang hirap para saken yon, ung tipong nangi-nginig na tuhod ko dahil 5 oras na kaming naglalakad, walang tulog dahil sa pag-drive, parang may hangin na ulo ko. Pero ganun pa man pag nakita mo na ang magagandang lugar na pupuntahan nyo nawawala lahat ng pagod nyo. Siguro talagang ganun lang talaga ang buhay kailangan paghirapan mo muna bago makita ang ligaya. Siguro kailangan masugatan, madapa, humalik sa lupa para makita ang mas magagandang bagay. Walang nakaka-alam kung anong meron ang bukas. Ngayon siguro sugatan ako at nahihirapan, parang nung time na umaakyat kami sa bundok. Sana pagkatapos ng lahat makikita ko rin ang mas magagandang bagay.

October 11, 2007

Marami akong tatutunan pagkagaling sa Korea. 12 days lang ako don pero sapat na yon para ma-realize ako ang mga bagay bagay. Ngayon nandito na ako sa Pilipinas maraming dapat ayusin at maraming dapat baguhin. Eto ang simula ng pinabagong kabanata ng buhay ko.

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